I don't want,
the pain
in my heart,
to
shut off
the magic
inside
and around me.
But that pain,
is so
heavy.
I don't want ,
to be cut off
from the love
around me.
But the hurt,
is so
hard.
Its easier,
If I just think,
"oh, I made that all up"
but alas,
that did
actually
happen
to
me.