I don't want

I don't want,

the pain

in my heart,

to

shut off

the magic

inside

and around me.

But that pain,

is so

heavy.

I don't want ,

to be cut off

from the love

around me.

But the hurt,

is so

hard.

Its easier,

If I just think,

"oh, I made that all up"

but alas,

that did

actually

happen

to

me.